| | For those of you who know a lot
about my relationship with Felipe, its been a freakin roller coaster.
And well, being with Felipe brings back good memories of Calvin and
everyone knows you NEVER forget your first love. So yea.. thats kinda
why I've been so depressed lately. Everyone also knows that you never
stop loving your first love....except somehow Calvin has figured out a
way to forget about me and I'm sorta glad cause then he won't have that
hanging over his head but I still haven't learned yet. And I wanna get
over him but theres just no way. See, I don't have bogus ass burb
friends to tell me to forget about him so scuse me. A lil bit of anger there but I'm ok...
To Calvin: If you see this I
just want to say that I have no idea how you got over me, but I'm semi
glad I guess. Also, that I've grown up. I'm not an immature lil
bitch and blah blah blah all this other stuff you and other ppl call
me, anymore. Several sessions of therapy WORK. And that no matter how
hard I try to forget about you, I won't ever, so you should stop trying
to get me to forget about you cause it won't happen.
To Felipe: After reading that
you're probably confused. And I would understand why because you don't
know why I'm still with you after I just said all that stuff about
never forgetting Calvin and things like that. And no I am not using you
as a Calvin pain reliever. I sincerely care about you and I'm with you
cause I know one day you'll get it. I have faith in you. I know you
can accomplish whatever you want to. I just wish you would see that
you don't have to put the rest of your life on hold to do that. But
one day you'll get it. I know.
To Amy, Ashley, Phillip, and Big Helen (even though Helen won't read this, can someone tell her for me?):
Thanks for trying to help me and listening to me bitch about Felipe and
Calvin. In both relationships. I'm still going out with
Felipe, just so you know. Everything will be alrite for a
while.
To Everyone:
This post was meant to get my feelings out there without it going
through like 3 different ppl and having it change every time. And I
hope Calvin and Felipe actually read this cause then there is like NO
point, but yea. I'm out.. Gotta watch Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban AGAIN and look at Daniel's/Harry's ass as much as I can. I LOVE THAT TUSH! |
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