| | Hey, everyone. How have you all been? Good I hope. Me..?
Spiritually (Sunday School and YTF):
YTF: I've been learning so
much at Sunday school but sometimes I feel like I'm not the one that
needs to learn these lessons. Its really hard to go to YTF nowadays
because the people there just tick me off and I wonder how the heck can
they claim they are Christian when their behavior is so not right and
maybe they know that and maybe they don't. Some people should just not
feel sorry for themselves because they have no right to feel sorry for
themselves and I know its
hard to just freakin get over yourself cause I was there before but
shes gonna lose all her friends this way if she doesn't stop being a B.
And I say they
as in more than one person, I'm not trying to hide their gender.
Either way someone has got to inform them and if no one does I will
think it is my right to do it. Like Peggy said, if you witness
something immoral and you might feel like its not your place to tell
them, you should anyway.
Sunday School: Peggy gave
everyone in her 9th grade girls group a cats eye marble (clear with a
swirl of colors in the center) and she said the colors on the inside
represents whats blocking you from truly having a relationship with
God, and once I get rid of the one thing thats blocking me from God,
she'll give me a clear marble. And once I do get rid of the 'colors',
I'm gonna keep that clear marble to remind me always of how much my
relationship with God matters that I got rid of the 'colors'. I'll get
that clear marble one day.
Emotionally (Friends, Boys, and Family):
BOYS!!! The center of all
my problems! All of them just like Christine said! In church, theres
two guys I like... only Christine and Ashley know! Hehe! I swear, if
I mention them again they're gonna attack me! LOL! But theres 3 I
like. 1) Theres one guy at LP, and hes in IB - I think and he's blond
and really cute and his name is Daniel M., but probably one of the
popular girls already like him so I should just give up already. He
seemed sweet too with his doing homework during lunch and all. 2)
Well, one goes to Sunday school and he looks like Devon Murray. Yes,
HOTNESS! I was about to like pass out!!!! And yes... I was kinda
um... lets say following him around. Christine said I was stalking
him... 3) And the other is at YTF, you'll never guess who! Hes really
cute too and so quiet even tho his friends are always talking and being
rude! Oh, heres a hint (since I know you azn ppl love gossiping): Hes
Chinese! And as for guys I'll never meet, I LOVE DEVON MURRAY! He
plays Seamus Finnigan in Harry Potter,
Good friends... My good
friend Christine who btw, became my good friend over the span of 2
days, talking on the phone for a combined 10 hours! WOO! Yea, we're
like so tired and our throats hurt like crazy but its all good! We
talked about the bad stuff and the good stuff but we got closer and
thats all that matters. She thinks I'm silly but I think SHES SILLY!!
HEHE!! We hung out most of the day yesterday, first at Sunday school
and then at Jason's house! It was fun at Jason's house cause I kept
squishing him! WEE!!! And Ashley! I feel closer to her now because
she shared with me the stuff that was going on in her life and yea, she
knows about the boys I like too and she kinda thinks I'm crazy! And
Jenny! HEHE! We are the two giggly girls that are always checkin guys
out at church cause Ashley and Christine dun wanna! HAHA!
Bad friends: I feel like
now that my friends each have a mate, I'm like totally abandoned. But
you know what, my resentment toward them can't be removed and soon will
grow into something bad but I'm not gonna do anything about it cause
they don't realize what they're doing and if they don't, I don't
appreciate them. One is just too naive but the other well, eh...
Family: I just found out
my last living uncle on my Dad's side died in October and so yea, hes
kinda depressed about that. Even though they were his half-brothers
and they made his life a living hell, he still loved them. His father,
and three brothers died of heart attacks and none of them drank or
smoked. And they were all in their 50's. But my Dad smokes, drinks,
and has a heart disease and is 60. He's still alive and I'm so
grateful for that. Maybe God just knows I need him and that he needs
me. My sister and I are all my Dad have and thats what keeps me going
everyday. To make sure he can be proud of me.
Physically (School and my Health):
School: So much work, IB sucks. Thats the bottom line. Finals coming up, I'm gonna flunk Biology and History.
Health: The physical me is
doing OK, I got my hair cut so I look really different. Its pretty
short now. But its all good. I kinda wish it were shorter. Next time
then. I tried to not eat junk food or fast food for as long as I
possibly could and I lasted two weeks. Oh well. I guess after writing
so much up there, it kinda killed the mood. LOL!
Propz ME! ME!
-MarMar |
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